[Fenris goes slack against him, and Anders shuts his eyes so tight that color sparks on the inside of his eyelids. He braces his hand against the floor by Fenris's stomach, lifts himself so that he's half-curled over him. It frees enough space for him to shove his other hand down the front of his own trousers, to pull himself the rest of the way. It hardly takes anything at all, a few rough jerks of his hand. He jumps at the touch of his own palm.
He shudders as he comes, well and truly silent this time, head bowed low. He stays like that, bent, for what feels like a long time. The only thing he can hear anymore is the sound of his own breathing, ragged in his chest, and he wishes it would stop, wishes it would all stop.
He feels worse in the come-down than he did before, exhaustion steeped into every inch of him, and now a cold, miserable lance of something in his chest. He rolls away finally, back flat against the floor, half on their pile of discarded robes and half off. He wipes his hands ineffectually on them, but otherwise doesn't bother cleaning himself up. Instead he slings one arm over his face, hiding his eyes behind the crook of his elbow as he breathes, quick and shaky and unsteady. His heart pounds.
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Date: 2015-02-07 05:30 am (UTC)He shudders as he comes, well and truly silent this time, head bowed low. He stays like that, bent, for what feels like a long time. The only thing he can hear anymore is the sound of his own breathing, ragged in his chest, and he wishes it would stop, wishes it would all stop.
He feels worse in the come-down than he did before, exhaustion steeped into every inch of him, and now a cold, miserable lance of something in his chest. He rolls away finally, back flat against the floor, half on their pile of discarded robes and half off. He wipes his hands ineffectually on them, but otherwise doesn't bother cleaning himself up. Instead he slings one arm over his face, hiding his eyes behind the crook of his elbow as he breathes, quick and shaky and unsteady. His heart pounds.
He doesn't say anything at all.]